Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in 1498rozz1334's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
2:08 pm	DEFINITELY tired! I got up at 4.30 this morning because Zach had to do chicken. And now I'm dead tired. Any minute now the cawfee is going to wear off and I'm going to crash. So school this morning... my sociology teacher is AWESOME. He's this Puerto Rican hippy Cheech & Chong type guy who's favourite phrases are 'Via con dios' and 'shit happens, man!' Awesome. And history... I'm in that class with my mum... which is actually kind of amusing. Tomorrow is Abnormal Psychology and I can't wait! I keep telling my mum that I need a case study for my class hahahaha! Well, I posted almost all of my latest creations on Etsy... now I just gotta wait and see if any of them sell. The truck should be finished soon, though, so that means I can (and will have to) get a real job, damn. And I might be moving into an apartment with "Miguel"!! It would be wicked wicked fun. Lots of drinking and guitar playing and general hilariousness. We shall see, though. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Apulanta- Hetki (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 28th, 2007
3:04 pm	Holy Crap! Wow it's been FOREVER since I've posted here... Well, I'm not longer in Virginia, nor am I with Markus anymore, which is suuuuuuuuch a fucking blessing. I've been with Zach for about 6 1/2 months. We're playing house while my dad is away for the week lol. Not that we don't act like we live together anyways, now we're just actually in the same house at all times. I'm still trying to make money by selling things I've created. Hopefully it will work pretty well and I won't have to get a "real" job haha. I've been listening to the Dresden Dolls alot lately. Pretty good. Well, I'm off to finish making my focaccia bread with olives. We're having alfredo tonight yaaaaaaay! I think I had waaaay too much fun making eggplant parmesean lol. Current Mood: hot Current Music: Dresden Dolls- The Perfect Fit (Comment on this)
Monday, October 16th, 2006
11:35 pm	Yeah, I don't feel anything anymore It's a blessing and a curse. So much shit has happened to me over the weekend that it felt like the last straw. I feel nothing; no pain, no humour, no fear, no love, no sadness, no sorrow, no anger, nothing. Well, maybe anger. Yup, definitely anger. So, Peter at Guitar Centre in Danvers... omfjc. New favourite GC employee lol! So... I'm finally going home tomorrow. Now that I think about it, and now that I know Markus hasn't said a word to Nina about me, I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Am I finally over Markus? That's such a scary thought... I don't even want to think about it. Wait... am I feeling... fear??? Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Negative- After All (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 12th, 2006
3:19 pm	I hate working How/why I ended up working at Charlotte Russe, I'll never know, but I think I'm supposed to work this weekend but I might not be able to get home. And Markus doesn't seem to really be caring about that fact that much. He did ask me, in a melencholic voice, I might add, if I missed "here." Now, "here" could mean Fredericksburg, my house, his house, etc. If he meant Fredericksburg, well obviously I miss it. If he meant my house, duh. If he meant his house, then yes, I definitely miss being there. Once again, I'm like a guy... I don't pick up on hints and stuff very well, so you really gotta say it or I'm not going to get it. I'm like Corey lol. I'm thinking of being a feminine and sexy version of The Crow for Halloween, so I've got to go off and find some boots and some leather to make a skirt. And some non-huge black wings. This should be interesting... Current Mood: kinda tired-ish Current Music: Stratovarius- Babylon (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 8th, 2006
8:26 pm	It's been a while... It's been a really long time since I've written on here. So... update: I now live in Fredericksburg, all by myself, in a big old house in the downtown area. I dated Markus for 3 months, and we've since broken up, but it doesn't seem like we've broken up. In fact, we've been spending much more "quality" time together. I love sleeping with him... and chicken lol. I just went to the Bodyworlds exhibit at the Museum of Science... it was amazing. I plan to donate my body to them lol. And since I'm still catching up on my lack of sleep from my late-night drive up here, I'll write more another time... potentially. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Seven Witches- Dance With the Dead (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
1:23 am	Yes... I am fired... I'm fired for not writing in so long. Well... my prom date Tom backed out the week before the prom. Fucker... Leaving for Long Island tomorrow, or today, if anyone notices the time. I died my hair purple. Well, it's sort of purple. I used Manic Panic's Ultra Violet. I've used it before and it's turned out ultra purple (haha) but this time it's... weird. Sometimes it looks purple, other times it looks blue. I'm trying to decide on what shade of pink to dye it for Soulfest this year. It's either Hot Hot Pink or New Rose. I've never tried New Rose before. I think I'm going to invite Corey to Soulfest. We may have and extra ticket, so I'm sure he'd like a free ticket, especially if it's 5 days of music and the ticket it normally 80-100 bucks. He'd have to be a major fucker to turn that down. I'm going to miss him. I talked to him a bit the other day. I was telling him how I wanted a Les Paul Voodoo. He said to get a regular Les Paul and paint it black. Yeah, right! I would still love a voodoo but there discontinued. I went to the big sale at Guitar Centre and was playing the most gorgeous Les Paul Studio. It's the new colour, Fireburst. Yeah, it fucking rocks. I've always wanted a Studio. It was supposed to be my graduation present, but my dad is an ass and won't get it for me. Fuck. I'm so fucking pissed. I want a hug. And Corey. Or Jacob. Yeah... Jacob. He likes my hair :) Current Mood: , pissed, tired Current Music: Metal Church- Beyond the Black (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
1:41 pm	Prom So I'm supposedly going to the prom with this guy Tom is one of Andrea's classes.I've never met him. This could be weird. We were supposed to do something Sunday, but it never happened. Oh well. Wow, it's taking me forever to write this thing. I keep losing my focus and doing other things. Seriously, it's like attack of the ADD! I want Corey. I haven't talked to him in a while. Arg. Corey. Oo... i should have bought him a ticket to Star Wars. I'm not even sure if he likes Star Wars, but it would have been cool to go with him. STAR WARS TOMORROW NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT!!!! OMG I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!! I am SUCH a Star Wars geek!!! Current Mood: excited over SW! Current Music: Black Sabbath- Electric Funeral (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
12:29 am	Can I help the fact I'm hopelessly addicted to music? Of course I can't! Was watching 100 Greatest Artists of Hard Rock with my mum. I knew every band on the countdown, had heard at least one song by each band, owned at least one album by most bands, could name the lead guitarist of the majority of them. It was great. Then she started complaining about how I knew all these musical groups and stuff but I didn't have the same knowledge of authors and other things like that. Hello?? I'm a musician?? What am I supposed to know?? Huh?? If not music, what?? I did call Led Zeppelin as the number 1 band. Boo-ya! Who's good? Finals today. Didn't get to see Corey. I don't know what's going on with him. Ericka thinks he needs some time to think about what happened and what I said. If he read it, that is. Men are notorious for not reading things. It's kind of worrying me, though. I said a lot of things in there that I really mean but could have scared him a bit. I just wish he would speak more. Now I can't tell if he's shy or avoiding me online. I wish he would read this. He needs to know I care about him, whatever he decides to do, if anything. I know Friday night was kind of confusing (althought I admit that kiss was more than I expected it to be...) and now I don't even know what to think. I just want to know where he stands, what he wants to do. I think something's wrong with me... Current Mood: sad-ish, tired, lonely Current Music: Christian Death- Burnt Offerings (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
12:22 am	The early morning stars welcome my mind... Well, it's 0.23 am. I'm sitting on my floor straightening my hair, listening to a combination playlist of Christian Death and Jor Division. Finals tomorrow. Algebra is first at 8 am, then English Comp at 11. Performance Ensemble at 2. I shall miss seeing Corey on campus. I really must speak to him about that kiss. I'm not entirely sure what went on, but it was quite enjoyable. I would like to do it again, but that's all up to him. He's impossible to read. Before the summer is over and next semester starts I will know where he stands. Sleep now, more tomorrow. -ghoulfriend- Current Mood: strange Current Music: Christian Death- Cavity (First Communion) (Comment on this)